This is what a person who I used to call a friend wrote about me….the top part is what I wrote to her last night…..I tried to make contact with her through YM. It started like this….
taylineo: yo yo
taylineo: lama x dgr crita
taylineo: i know you are there
Dudu has signed out. (4/12/2008 11:40 PM)
as you can see she disappeared after a few lines….then I continued with a few lines
taylineo: apsal ko avoiding me
taylineo: ko x pk ke masa kita kat ukm dulu?
taylineo: apa la masalah ko
taylineo: ko x puas ati pasal pe?
taylineo: cuba ko ckp skit
before the below sentences….
People, read this.
Tay Li Neo: you really dissapoint me du
Tay Li Neo: I thought we were friends
Tay Li Neo: i thought we were CLOSE friends
Tay Li Neo: I thought we were besties
Tay Li Neo: suka ati ko la
Tay Li Neo: ko mcm kacang lupakan kulit
Tay Li Neo: all the things we went through in ukm
Tay Li Neo: ko x pk
Tay Li Neo: bila da dpt member2 baru
Tay Li Neo: terus ilang….
Then the below is what a “FRIEND” wrote….
Woooooooooooowowowo. This is way too far! When i keep quiet, you become moreeeeee mean. If you read this, please take note. I need times. Everything’s gonna be alright if you give me times. But why are you keep pushing me? Why can’t you understand other people? Why can’t you give some space to other people?Why why why? Who do you think you are? A god? Or prime minister? Or a supermodel? You keep controlling other people’s lives. You always ask us to do this and that. You always make yourself like a team leader. You always say what you wanna say without thinking what we feel….what i feel..”Kacang lupakan kulit”. That was too harsh okay. Listen carefully, i will always be good to nice people, who know how to say nice words and care bout my feelings..I can make friends with anyone i want as long as i am happy. You want me to be happy right? Im not avoiding you. I just need times. T.I.M.E.S. What do you want me to do? Be friend with you sampai mati without knowing other people? I’m not lesbian! I am straight! KC is also straight. Keep that in your mindddddddddddd! Now, shut your mouth and feel the pain. Don’t be sad okay. Please know how bad I hate your attitude TAY LI NEO! Do not say sorry. I don’t care about you anymore. You deserve what you deserve!Now, thats what we call KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT. If you dont know how to be a bitch, don’t be! Next time, beware of your words. Words hurt more than anything else can. Right people?
For you info, I don’t care what you think of me or what you want to say about me. What pain do you want me to feel? In the first place, aku x rugi pon kehilangan kawan cam ko yang x reti-reti erti PERSAHABATAN.
I’m not pushing you to do anything…understand what about people? Understand about you….what I understand about you is that you only find your friends when you are in need. Or else…ko biar je cam tu. Why didn’t you reply my messages? I tried to call you but you didn’t answer. I just wanted to talk to you. You dare say all this to me in your blog but tell me straight in the face la.
I don’t think myself as a god, a prime minister or a supermodel…I’m just trying to be a good friend. If you didn’t like me to be a team leader then say it to me la. I don’t always say without thinking how you guys feel ok. You are the one who does that. What I meant by “Kacang lupakan Kulit” is that you as though forgot about our good times in UKM, you forgot that we were a group, you forgot that we were FRIENDS. Friends do not ignore each other but face their problems upfront. Apa yang ko x puas ati ko ckp la.
“i will always be good to nice people, who know how to say nice words and care bout my feelings..I can make friends with anyone i want as long as i am happy. You want me to be happy right? Im not avoiding you. I just need times.” Its all about you….caring about your feelings. How about me? How about how I feel when I try to contact you but can’t? Of course I want you to be happy and for that I don’t care to whoever you want to be friends with. If you are not avoiding me that TALK to me! What time do you need? For what? For you to recuperate YOUR feelings coz you didn’t get to go to Penang with us? Come on la Du…be more mature.
Your words “What do you want me to do? Be friend with you sampai mati without knowing other people?” Isn’t friendship forever? Do you make friends only for the moment? Only when you need them? Only then you call them friends? Friendship is meant to be forever. “Be friend with you sampai mati without knowing other people? I’m not lesbian!” I didn’t ask you to not know other people. Why should I ask you not to know other people? I know you are not lesbian. I know you are straight….you are as straight as can be but everytime you got problems with your guy…you go running to your friends. Come on la du…what have I done in the past to cause such anger to you? To what I remember, everytime you had a problem, I had your back. Whenever you sms me saying you were sad, I always called you. You always had a friend in me.
“Don’t be sad okay. Please know how bad I hate your attitude TAY LI NEO! Do not say sorry. I don’t care about you anymore. You deserve what you deserve!” Why should I be sad? Well…maybe I’m sad coz I don’t know this person named Dudu anymore. She has changed…she’s not the friend I know. You can hate my attitude all you want…I don’t care. Why should I say sorry? I think you owe one of us an apology. I’m not saying it’s me, but one of us. What do I deserve? You mean I deserve this WORDS from you. Haha…it doesn’t bother me one bit but I think if someone did this to you….you’ll be throwing a tantrum the whole week!
“If you dont know how to be a bitch, don’t be! Next time, beware of your words. Words hurt more than anything else can.” I memang don’t know how to be a bitch because you didn’t teach me how to be. If you ask me to beware of my words then please beware of yours.
blah lah. aku xde duit hangpa xtanya pun. kami cikgu2 sengkek la ni.elaun sume x masuk. pastu aku msg makhluk tu x reply langsung. sibuk nak kawen kawan pun lupa. at least reply la. bukan sengaja takmo pi. aku teringin pi tp dah masing – masing pentingkan diri.la ni aku dah tahu mana kawan mana lawan.blah la.malas aku pi.pi lantak.malas aku nak layan. aku cakap hang.sekadar meluah perasaan. k aku nak wat assignment ni.nak pecah kepala aku.tata
What was the above testimonial about? I know all these started with the trip to Penang. Apa yang ko x puas ati ngn aku, ko ckp la depan depan. I didn’t expect you to write all THAT on your blog about me but I don’t care. It’s your freedom. I agree with you that words can hurt more than anything else but one more thing is that you don’t be a hypocrite to your words…..this is what I took from your blog.
DON’T JUDGE ME. YOU’RE NOT GOD.
If you judge people, u have no time to love them.
So, don’t judge. Let’s make friend.
Be good to all nice people.
Words hurt more than anything else can,
because they last, sometimes forever..
You know what du….I still consider you my friend although you blasted me with all these harsh words but I don’t care…we live in a free country, you are free to express what you want. I hope you read again what you wrote, then you just flashback on our memories then tell me what and how you feel about our friendship…
P/S: Leave KC out of this. Its between you and me. The picture above depicts the friendship which I treasure with a person I used to call my friend….